Is it an opportunity or a hold - up ...kinda think its both.

Westerners r ruthless .. also totally financially successful .

Im d both - creative w great ideas NOT a sucker well theyre paying attention 2 m .

She's SUCH a cute expressive clearly very intelligent kitty !

Gosh I miss my beloved totally spoiled SO MUCH Petz but i cant and wont drag them into my uncertain situation .

Of course theyd b loving and supportive ... but thats precisely why I have to b the responsible parent and care for my little ones even when being loved up and taken care of by others ...

Wishing U total pain relief ... hugs Eva

Good mornin y'all.

Busy day for me. Appointment with my PCP. Going to ask for testing for RA and lupus. My grandma's nephrologist told her all her daughters and granddaughters should be tested since she had it. I'm having issues with my joints and kidneys. At least my numbers are a little odd. So we'll see. RA due to all my joints and bone spurs seemingly everywhere. If there is something up I want to treat it before it gets too far gone.

I am hoping to get other stuff done too. I need to figure Christmas stuff out. I'm giving money to everyone but my mom. Not a lot but it's the only thing they seem to want. I make things for em and no one uses it except for my niece who does d & d and I made her a dice bag. I might make something for my aunt.

QOTD: I have a few times but not much. I don't have a lot of chances to do so.

B: eggs, sausage and cheese....coffee

L: ???

D: fish and some onion rings.

Happy Monday Gang. Chilly start to the day we had more frost on the ground. We got the rabbits breed again and took another load of trash well really tires to the plant. I cooked a ham and a turkey breast to have stuff for the week. It's a short week for me since I have Friday off.

Tomorrow and Thursday are our employee appreciation days. BBQ and then Clambake the guys are happy about it. I have to go out and get a few things for the raffle prizes. Other than that it should be a rather quiet week.

QOTD: Do you ever enter raffles? I do sometimes especially if they are free ones, but I've also entered ones that you had to pay for. Two years ago I won a nice hunting rifle that was raffled off. The tickets were $30 a piece the gun was worth $900.

B: coffee and protein shake

L: ham, cheese, and pickle wrap

D: turkey and gravy

Hitting the Y and then going to try and get to bed early tonight.

Have a great day everyone!!!

Sorry still having issues turning my phone back on ...

City day - breakfast was a buffet w scrambled egg whites, meat part of 3 bacon slices , cranberry juice ffsf coffee latte

l- fried vegetable dumplings ( 4) arugula salad w tabouleh

d- the rest of lunch ... pastry elephant ear

boozy decaf sf ff latte

Not looking forward 2 sleeping in the car again ....attended 2 Underearners anonymous meetings - super informative and helpful.

Gonna check out possible TV show venue a little later

Exercise - walking enormous Upper West Side street fair .

OMG OMG OMG !!!!! I successfully re- submitted favorite apartment application I was rejected by ... under my married name !

And just now succeeded in making a new expedited passport appointment for 7:30 Tuesday morning which means Ill make the 48 hour deadline to submit everything ( uploading ) and complete application !!!