Good late afternoon.

i'm in pissed off mode.

Not impressed with my rheumatologist's office stuff. I got a text to reschedule my appointment that was supposed to be on the 30th. I've called twice, left messages. I've sent emails twice, no response. Their online portal won't allow it. I told my mom weeks ago I had a feeling they were going to try and drop me as a patient. It sure feels like that's what they're trying to do. So I'm going to have to call around town and see who is reasonable out of pocket cost wise. I really am terrified of the doctor in Lubbock. From everything I've heard about him it's just a big no. It takes 6 to 7 months to even get an appointment.

So I'm having to start this all over. I'm so over this **** I'm so pissed off.

One of the problems is that a lot of the rheumatologists in town are in this practice. I can't get ugly about this yet. I'll need my records.and all. I just feel like crying. Bawling would make me feel so much worse. I don't get why everything has to be so ******g hard.

that's what I posted on FB and I'm just emotionally drained. I can't seem to get ahead of anything. I see some hope and it gets **** on. Over and over. Yuck.

food was eggs, fish and a chicken wrap for dinner.

Good Friday-Eve Gang. Well I'm a bit bummed this morning. One of the rabbits kitted last night a few days early she had 11 babies and they were all moving around last night, but this morning when I checked they were all dead. She's not a first time mom and her other two litters she had she was a great mom and we didn't lose any. I did notice this morning that she had a snotty nose so I treated her with meds and hopefully she will be fine. I have to wonder if it was the hay I had given them a few days earlier. I don't want to lose her also as she is a great rabbit.

I have to leave at 1 today for the dentist and when I get home I'm going to look and see if I can make a different hutch for a few of the other rabbits. Hopefully the other females we have bred have successful litters.

B: coffee with MCT oil and 1 breakfast wrap

L: shepherds pie

D: bake chicken thighs with steamed broccoli

Going to the Y and then seeing what I can get done with weekend.

Have a great day everyone!!

Happy Hump Day Gang!!! A bit busy this morning at work nothing crazy, just a few emails that came in that I needed to sort things out of. When I got home last night Irvin was still at work so I took care of the critters and got the rest of the rabbits still in the basement cleaned out again. I ended up making some tuna stuffed mini sweet peppers for dinner.

I have a couple of more things to sort through here at work, but the rest of the day should hopefully be quiet. I have a half day tomorrow for a dentist appointment and I have to call the vet for Meisha just a yearly appointment.

B: coffee with MCT oil 2 scrambled eggs with cheese

L: last of the deviled eggs and caprese salad on a stick

D: Shepards pie

Hitting the Y for our workout and then just chilling.

Have a great day everyone!!

Happy Monday, Everyone!

I hope you all had an awesome Easter filled with quality time and great memories with your family. There is nothing like a holiday weekend to recharge the batteries before diving back into the grind.

Today's Motivation

To kick off the week, I'm hitting the pavement for some exercise. There's no better way to stay motivated during a long walk than by blasting some metal. The energy and the tempo are exactly what I need to keep my pace up and stay focused on my goals.

Speaking of goals, I am still in the research phase regarding weight loss surgery. I'm taking my time to look into the different options to figure out which path is the absolute best fit for my health and my future. It's a big decision, and I'm staying positive through the process!

Around the House

When I'm not out walking or working on my health journey, I'm heading back into the horror movie room. I am so close to finishing the setup of the collection! There is something so satisfying about finally getting every flick in its right place--I'm hoping to wrap it up today so I can finally sit back and enjoy the atmosphere.

On the Menu

I'm sticking to some delicious, healthy Italian-inspired fuel today to keep my energy levels consistent:

Breakfast: A Savory Tomato and Basil Caprese Omelet.

Lunch:Hearty Tuscan White Bean and Kale Soup (Ribollita-style).

Dinner: Zucchini Noodle "Pasta" with a lean Turkey Bolognese.

It's all about finding that balance between crushing goals and enjoying the ride. Have a productive Monday, stay loud, and keep moving forward!

Good mornin!

Nothing much going on today. I've been wracking my brain with the insurance company that handles my Medicaid. They are just throwing up every road block possible. Now I need to sign a form that they sent to my doctors office. We won't have the car back 13th. I told em it was ridiculous. My pain has been the worst it's been in a very long time. I'm also sick with something. I'm highly HIGHLY annoyed.

I might work on my room a bit. Or just loaf around. Blargh.

food is unknown. I might make some stew or soup. Other than that not a clue.

tarts I made for my nieces birthday and Opal this morning.