Finally ( Photo ) Friday!

I hope I didnt offend with yesterday?s honest post - in any case I lived to argue my Show of Cause another day ( next Thursday).

The oppositions attorney showed up with -count em - FOUR overpaid associates to witness his decimating of a legally undefended older and physically challenged person.

The B was SO sure of his victory that he asked for a warrant of eviction from the Marshall BEFORE the scheduled lhearing !! Unbelievable!

I did kind of put the kibosh on his plans by requesting an interpreter ( I?m legally deaf - 70% hearing loss ) I lip read but that?s impossible to do with someone talking sitting next 2 U - plus the guys a trickster .

But of course I will have to argue next week. If I lose we?ll get evicted since the default eviction order is in place , only temporarily stayed pending the Judges ruling .

I HATE being in this unenviable ( and extremely stressful) position and am constantly kicking myself for the life choices that allowed this to happen.

For what it?s worth I cope better in a clutch ( very stressful and hi- pressure situation) my own way by de- stressing a little.

It was only some wine and its flavored beer equivalent.

BTW my goal is not to be 100% sober - just to drink reasonably and function as well as can be expected.

Exercise - PT this morning followed by Central Park walk home and Chiro this afternoon .

D yesterday - olive bread w spiced olives and beans, wine

B- chockachino

S- little bottle apple cider

L - bites of fried chicken sandwich , coffee latte insides of two samosas

D - shrimp w avocado n cucumber salad, plaintain , 2 ribs , bites of gochouang chicken n skirt steak , watermelon juice

S- dragonfruit zero sugar 7-11 Slushie

total walk for the day 6.41 miles

It?s frustrating and boring showing up for myself and doing what I have to do. But I?m doing it unlike a few months ago. Accountability is good 4 me !

Accountability yesterday - 2/3 of a normal sized bottle of wine , 4 Tates ( largely butter ) cookies in the middle of d nite n skipped barre class ( jes too tired and bottoms of feet were tingling )

Vitamins ( when I remember - about 1/2 the time - chewable C 1000 mg , gummy chewable multi and K2 , horse chestnut capsule , iron ( different forms of ferritin never elemental iron ) amino acids

I hate to admit it but I don?t enjoy raw fruit plain . I have to dip in Stevia first ! ( and my pouch won?t tolerate raw apples just cider and apple pie ! )

Here R some pics from my walks in Central Park.