Tuesday food n exercise
Since I seem 2 b still locked out of the normal thread ( why exactly? 
) ... I guess I'll post on my own .
I ate two pieces of pizza today and some red wine n seltzer ... and some beef jerky and skim milk 2 drink . Walked a bit ( not very far ) but I did do some laundry and plan to drive to LI early tomorrow morning to replace my broken car window .... then starting the extremely long ( 27 hour ! ) drive to Florida .
I hate road food and being unable 2 avoid exposure to strangers ..... but it's gotta b done . Still waiting 2 hear regarding my offer on the house ( praying they'll accept)
I?m having an issue with excess fat today . Eating ? real ? cheese ( even if it?s fresh homemade mozzarella on an heirloom tomato n fresh basil sauced pizza ) truly gets my malabsortive insides going .
I was on the toilet at least six times last nite grrr ...
today I plan to eat a half commercial NE clam chowder and half chicken noodle soup mix ... at least diluting it makes it not a stew and it?s truly delicious and not something I have to cook myself .
Perhaps some fat free cream cheese , lite Caesar salad and a bun ...
The thing that makes m happy is there?s no weight gain .... now if I could just take my vitamins and keep them down.... :)
I also have exciting news regarding work - I've been working on a cable series with my baby daddies ... and apparently producers liked my work ( or maybe one of them insisted I stay employed... but sometimes it's who you know that gives you the chance to get out the starting gate ) .... and I may just have a "permanent " position ( all my footage ends up on the cutting room floor but I'm still considered " hot " lol ) it's a GREAT feeling to compete and get flattered lol!
Especially as one " not so young " and formerly fat ... yep it feels great ... especially when hot young ripped men show u their lil bodies and give u that great smile ... that means Ure totally accepted :)
For th first time I really m starting 2 think I?m gonna do ok .
considering adopting two babies left 2 themselves lil grrlz over the border .
I really don?t need 2 have my biological own but I very much want kids .... all this time I?ve been imagining Asia and a paid surrogate carrying my egg .... what if I just gave a loving , supportive home ?
I?d b totally afraid of losing them after we fell in love .... but research can b done . Oh I do so much want a baby !
