Surgery was 7/21/17, I'm hungry!
A FERAL CAT!!!! BAHAHAHAHAH!!!! that made my day.
LOL
I don't remember exactly when, but I remember being so excited for oatmeal. Yep. Oatmeal. No sweetener, just milk to make it runnier. I loved it, mostly because it wasn't jello or pudding.
Haha Feral cat! I'm still laughing.

Remember, no matter where you go.......there you are.
I did measure the pb. It's not a real go to snack but I've had diabetes and used it on occasion when I'd get light headed which I've been. Honestly in the past I'd just stick a tablespoon in and pull it out heaping. I have no sugar added high protein on that's why I didn't think it would be too bad. I also found if I eat the calcium chews slow it's like eating candy.
I'm still a little hungry but no strange cravings which I do realize are head hunger.
Thanks for all the support to all.
Laurel

5'8" HW:265 SW:235 CW:224 GW:160.
ROUX NY 7/21/2017
LAPBAND 8/31/2007
on 7/28/17 4:10 pm
This much peanut butter -- it's not even a taste...
Hardly seems worth disregarding your surgeon's plan. I was an insulin dependent diabetic, too. I know all the excuses to feed head hunger.

"What you eat in private, you wear in public." --- Kat
I'm going to be direct and blunt here and hope I don't inadvertently come off as rude or mean.
Is peanut butter on your surgeons' post op eating plan for so early out? Aren't you still on liquids? How do you know it was 1/2 of a teaspoon? Did you actually measure?
Because I did. I got out my measuring spoons, mainly because I thought I'd mis-read your post. One half of a teaspoon of anything will fit on the tip of your tongue. IF that was an actual, measured amount it had nothing (and I mean ZERO) to do with your sleeping through the night or what have you. That's a dangerous connection to make anyway; it almost ensures eating peanut butter, or other forbidden foods, before bedtime anytime you suffer from insomnia.
Of course it's all academic if your diet hasn't yet advanced beyond the liquid stage.
Those first few days and weeks are hard. For everybody post op. They just are. But you can do hard things. And you can even do hard things when you're hungry and not sleeping well. Please don't deviate from your surgeon's post op diet instructions. It seems difficult right now to stick to the surgeon's schedule and advance your intake accordingly. It will be even more difficult to go back to that schedule when you've already given yourself permission to disregard it.
Having been here on OH almost nine years I've seen pretty much everything. Those that struggle most with following the post op eating plans are many times those who are wondering why they've stopped losing weight after six months. Or who come back a year or so later having regains substantial enough to justify revisions. I don't want that for you or for anyone.
Do yourself a favor. White-knuckle it if you have to but please stay on your plan. For your own sake. Your health and success are worth way more than an even a taste of things you aren't supposed to be eating.
You can do this. And I hope you do.