Almost there
I will have my surgery on Monday.
My friends & family have asked if I am getting nervous yet. I have to say, honestly, I am not nervous but very anxious. I am so glad that it's finally about to happen!
During these last two weeks, being on liquids, I have come to realize that my problem with food was bigger than I thought - that I really had to struggle to stick with the drinks and not give in to everything that I wanted a "last" taste of! I was not perfect and did give in on a couple of things. Convinced myself that because it was a small portion, just for taste, it would be OK.
Normally, I feel I have pretty good will power, but knowing surgery is coming - my will power has left me to fend for myself!
So I am anxious to have a tool, a helping hand from within, to help change that.