Kerry??Missed support group..good reason

Kerry, Sorry I didn't make it to the support group last night... I posted this on the "main support page..." (so you can see why I was not there) My boyfriend up and left me today We've had a long, long time of being unhappy, but continuing to move along, trying to make it work. But we had continued to have relationship problems. I had been the one who had been pulling away more and more, he says since surgery. The relationship has been very unsatisfying, and it seems that since surgery I have more confidence to do what I need to take care of myself rather than sit and continue to deal with the unhappiness...even though he left me. I'm just scared right now...kind of full of fear that I won't be able to make it on my own, being back in the single parent boat, and with my 10 year old son having behavior problems already, I'm concerned as to what he'll do..... This is the stuff I used to eat over. I would not just eat, I would self-medicate. I would eat until I didn't feel, or until I was sick... Today I was so sick (nervous) over the situation during the afternoon I was forgetting to eat and the food that I needed to take with me to go out for an appointment. I can't be forgetting to eat.... Jenn 5'7" Lap RNY 02/23/05 350/302.5 Kerry, I read the RI page, but also the mainpage, as it has more activity, I dont know if you've ever tried it...I just try not to forget about this page, to remember to local support for myself and others.

Jenn I missed it too. I was not feeling well at all. I go to the main msg board everyday but by the time I read your post last night I knew it was to late. If there is anything I can do for you let me know. Maybe we could go out for a coffee or something and I am a gggrrreeeaaatttt listener. Keep your head up and it is ok to be scared. Let me know if you need anything or if you just want to talk. I could give you my phone #. I always look on here also. Luv Ya Kerry.