stressing about tomorrow
starting to get nervous- no clue why, I have been through this test 2 or 3 times already, but for some reason I'm anxious about it tonight. I don't think I'm nervous about the upper GI itself, but the results of it. I'm hoping for answers and REALLY hoping to end this constant throwing up. Weird why possibly getting answers is worrying me, guess I'm just that frazzled
ok- done my whining now- back to your regularly scheduled board
ok- done my whining now- back to your regularly scheduled board
It was a longer test than even the initial upper gi, though I did not have to drink the fizzy stuff, just the chalky one (2 glasses of it- lucky me!). I see Dr Roye for my results tomorrow, but I really don't think they found anything. I think Dr Roye thinks I may be too tight (which is odd since I went from nothing to this). I think there is got to be something else going on because I am only tight at dinner, no other time during the day. Lately it has gotten so bad that my eyes are all bruised around them from so much vomiting. All I want at this point is to figure out what is going on and make it stop
had my follow up today and as I thought- the upper gi showed nothing. Dr Roye has decided he is going to take some fluid out of my band. This means yet ANOTHER visit because the port has moved and fills have to be done under fluoro. Annette called to schedule this when I was there this morning and had to leave a message. She told me she would call when it was scheduled and go from there. All day I sat by the phone waiting. Finally at 3:30 I called and got attitude and didn't I hear that she would call me?!?!
I'm aggravated, frustrated and just generally down about this. I have lost another 6 pounds, but bulimia was not really the way I wanted to lose this weight. Another appointment that was a wait and see what happens
I'm aggravated, frustrated and just generally down about this. I have lost another 6 pounds, but bulimia was not really the way I wanted to lose this weight. Another appointment that was a wait and see what happens
Hi Beth,
Just checking in to see how you're doing. I hope you're experiencing some relief by now.
I wish there was something I could do to help. If you need to vent, call me, k?
Love ya!
Jules
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