7 more days...4 my surgery
12 days till mine and I'm not freaking out, yet (well maybe a little) but its an excited freaking out not scared. I just keep on thinking about life after, being healthy, having healthy babies, and being there to watch them grow up, growing old with my husband. Whenever I start to loose focus I always go back to those thoughts and they get me through just about anything. Maybe that will help you?
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