Hi Peeps
Well like Kristin said, the holidays are on their way....It's not the food that I'm anxious about...its'.....I feel like I've been on celebrity fit club or the biggest loser...I haven't seen my family since I had my surgery. The day after Thanksgiving, yep this coming friday I am going to my nephews wedding in Jersey and I will see my whole family...everyone is so excited to see me, but I'm so nervous...I guess because I kind of don't want them to make the day about me, because its my nephews day...but I've lost 120 lbs since they've seen me....and I've been going nutty trying to find the right dress to wear....this is my last weekend to find something perfect...
I went to Marshalls and picked up a long skirt size 10 and brought it home without trying it on, and um ITS TOO BIG....*horray* I don't know what size I am....my friend Kat is coming with me shopping today, she will help me.
I was so use to going to fashion bug or lane bryant, and now I guess I have to go to penny's or macy's....thats a biggie for me...I wear scrubs to work and well I haven't really been buying any clothes cuz by the time I get home I put on my jammies an go to bed....I do buy stuff online, like jeans (still elastic waiste ones but I have to buy a small. and my sweaters I get a medium....but dresses and skirts...well that's a different story...I don't know what size I am in regular jeans....I'm kind of scared of them...I never wore the regular ones....I know it sounds stupid but hey well that's just the way I feel.
Well anyway, I'm sure someone will take a pic of me this weekend, so I'll post it...I still hate pictures, but I guess it's time...
I love all of you, and I miss you all, I am still trying to get to the next meeting....its so hard with work but I'm really gonna try.
Happy Turkey day everyone...
Ter