i am home finally
well guys, i am home and i had a rough 4 days. I am a very anxious person who takes anxiety meds...so of course ri hospital didnt have my meds in liquid for so they improvised. Step down was great...3 day and one day in co op 3...i hated it...i drove the nurse nuts cuz i was there longer than antinciapted. Seems the barium u take to see if you have leaks was sitting in my pouch and not moving...sort of..dr. was getting a bit nervouse so he kept me another day..well today with the meds they gave me and walking and being so anxiety ridden..and staying up...i drank apple juce and boy did i go. I moved the bowels twice and i peed non stop and when i mean non stop i mean non stop..i was cold........could never warm enought. I got hubby to bring in a heavy blanket and the the water spigots blew apart in the hospital......oh no big deal to them......no on cared.......i was shivverring...all day...got splashed....today, i pushed to get out of there big time. But I pushed big time and i got out today, I was going home no matter what........I was totally miserable the last couple of days..the first two were good cuz i didnt care i was in la la land. I said a few times to my self what did i do????????? I am home now, with no pain meds..because no matter how often you tell your doc what you are allergic too,,,,,,they still write a scipt for it..poor hubby is at cvs trying to get it filled and the pharmasist is tring to call the doc.......oh good luck on that one.......
I came home i had a few sips of cream of chix soup..i was starving......i wanted more but i had bad heart paps and stomach was jumping..so i just sat....and waiting and it went away....and i only had a few sips.....i hope i am better...i keep thinking of teri and kerry and they are doing so well....may be is a light at the end of the tunnel for me.....right now i am tired and feel real ****ty.......
will write again........carol