*drumming fingers*

The waiting is what will drive me wonky.

I realize that this is still a long process, and yes, years and years can be spent waiting for 'The Call' yet, it becomes increasingly hard to distract myself when i feel it coming closer.

I have had the blood work done, and the nutrition course finished and now I wait. Thinking. Hating my band more and more. Wanting it out. Freaking myself out that the revision wont work. Worrying that I will fail the sleeve.

I live in a world of 'what ifs' and I want to get this show rocking so I can move along and forget the band and its bad expereinces.

Ok...just my little brain dump.

Oh I hear ya!!  I can totally sympathize with you, the waiting is all consuming sometimes.   I think it helps to keep yourself occupied and thinking of other areas of your life you can focus on.  That's what I'm trying to do, I've been on the waiting list since September 2009.

Also, maybe check out some of the other forums too...There's not too many people on this message board anymore I noticed so it might be helpful to find support in other places with more activity...like the general sleeve forum, or even the Ottawa forum is quite popular.

Good luck, and I hope we get the call soon!

E.

Thanks E!

I have been poking around the other boards too. It does seem to pass the time! lol!


Good luck and fingers crossed for us! ;)

C