What a sad life, she has! I bet she lies to herself, and believes it!

Alyssa, you are never a bother! You have been through so much it's no wonder you feel the way you do. One day of not being myself gets me down, I can't imagine an entire year of what you've been through. Maybe an Endo doc will help. I know that my PCP said my levels were ok, but when I was still exhausted and irritable I decided to see my Endo doc again and he said I was indeed, NOT fine. My levels were too high. So the standards PCP's go by isn't always right. He adjusted my meds and I went hyperthyroid, now the meds have decreased and I have to go back. I hope you get your answers soon, you deserve it! {{HUGS}} Karen

And Dev, we also have this flaky weather lately. The temp was 94 yesterday while I was out, and it is just now up to 46 degrees. I don't even know how to dress lately. I feel like I need a month off to just rest.

I've been doing just terrible lately with my eating. I have a little restriction (with occasional days of a lot of restriction) but I have been doing lots of eating around my band! I keep gaining and losing the same 5lbs over and over again. Today I'm trying to do better! I'm not going to let myself have any sugar or artificial sweetener! I also scheduled a TINY fill for next week. Most of all, I've just got to stay away from the darn valentines/Easter candy!! I feel like part of the problem has been a real lack of energy! I had my GB surgery followed by the flu and, even though it's been weeks since the flu, I feel like I still don't have all my energy back!

Thanks guys! It was also supposed to have chocolate ganache dripping down the sides, but when I got up early in the morning and frosted it, I totally forgot I had that plan!