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I know you're feeling better and that's PHENOMENAL...so glad!  But wanted to say (not that I was here to read it day of posting lol) that is exceptionally good that you posted.  Definitely a safe place to vent here!

I hear you about the boredom.  I am CONSTANTLY doing ten million things and, right now, I love it.  I love being in contact with people, I love going out and doing things, I love just living life.  I think for some of us, that's a huge part of it.  Is we spent soooooo much time "just" watching tv and/or making "special" treat for us and loved ones....we want more out of life than just that.

There is something to be said about self reflection however.  I forget who mentioned about "just being" and what we are running from.  And those are VERY valid points.  Nicole mentioned in one of my posts the other week when I came back that sometimes keeping busy is a way for us to ignore bigger issues.  Is that a potential?  For you I don't know.  For me, sure it is.  I recognize that and I have been doing a LOT of thinking about things.  Lemme tell you - weird place to be....

Anywho - congrats on venting and glad you are feeling better!