Overwhelming feeling of dread....

Good morning everyone-

Yesterday I had my 1st of 3 pre-op appts. to have my realize band removed and converted to a bypass or sleeve.  The appt. was filled with facts and numbers regarding the increased risk of having a conversion, above and beyond a typical bypass.  I knew it wasn't going to be a walk in the park, but the seriousness of it hit me like a ton of bricks.  Since June, when I had my band drained due to complications, I have gained 6lbs.  It's time to get things back under control and start following the detains recommendations, again.

On the way home from the appt. (1.5 hrs.)  I felt such an overwhelming feeling of dread and failure.  For the most part I am very upbeat and optimistic to a fault.  Should I chalk this up to an 'emotional' bump in the road, or is it my gut telling me to ditch the surgery and just diet and exercise and be happy with myself even if I'm overweight.

Thanks in advance for your input.

Amy

I would say it is just being overwhelmed and letting your mind get the best of you. This surgery was by far the best thing that I ever did for myself. Sure I could have continued to diet and exercise but I know I would have continued to fail. My RNY gave me the ability to succeed with weight loss. I am 3 1/2 years out and have kept off 150 pounds, even after a pregnancy. I am sure that the prosepect of the revision is scary, just like going for the band was initially, but it is so worth it!!

Good luck and keep us posted

Liz

I think its being overwhelmed as well.  However, no matter what your final decision for yourself.. I think you should ALWAYS exercise, eat healthier and be happy with yourself.  (not easy tasks for any of us but still the best advice I give myself)

Hugs to you

I, too, think you were reacting to the info you got at your appointment.  And hey, who wouldn't???  I had my rny 14 months ago, and am so glad I did.  Yeah, I was terrified going into, wondering if I was making the right decision.  But I knew I couldn't keep the weight off by myself and that I was headed toward the family history of heart disease and diabetes.  Take the time to think about your decision, talk to a counselor if you need to, come here for support. 

Good luck with your decision!!!  

Amy,
As mentioned above, it is an overwhelming emotional decision.  I am nine months out, and feel that even though I have my own personal issues,(no complications at all,just stuff in my head)  that I did the best thing ever for myself.  It solved all my medical issues, and I couldn't be happier.  Just take the time to think it over, and come here for support.  As others have mentioned keep up the healthy eating, and try to continue to exercise on a regular basis.  Any decision you make must be your own, but know that everyone is here to support you with what ever decision you make.
Hugs Ena

Thank you everyone!  The feelings are starting to wash away. Your words of support have helped pull me out of this slump.  I know what I have to do, it's put up or shut up time!  Take Care ~ Hugs!