last night's appointment

You will get thru this for two reasons:

1. You are your #1 support person, as long as you look out for yourself, you are your own safety net.

2.  You have to be there for Siehara, you are all she has for a safety net.

The words may not mean anything to you right now, but as the months go on, you will come to see the meaning.

It took me a long time to stop being in shock over the loss of my father, I am still dealing with the shock of losing my daughter, and my mothers passing was the brick that started me building my house of tomorrow.  Each day I take a new brick to build my solid house.  Some days are not good building days, but there is always tomorrow to start fresh. 

Lisa I have been out of touch for a few days so I am just catching up with posts. I am sorry to hear that you are in so much pain right now and feeling so lost. Hang in there girl. You are doing all the right things, and you have the support of all of us here. It will get better. Just keep fighting for your life to improve and one day you will realize that you are doing ok. You know that we will all be here for you.

Lisa,
I haven't been on the boards for a few days...I am glad you are getting back to the basics.  I am still stuck in the basics and often have difficult days. You are stronger than you think, I know you can do this...for you & Siehara.  If you ever need a friend to talk with..just give me a call.  I hope 2010 is the best year for the two of you ever!
-Sara