been in a very dark place

Donna- I know how tough it is for you to post on here, let alone share with us what you are going through.  I am so glad that you have opened up to allow us to support you.   You have a great community of support and friendship here.  

Going through the changes of weight and losing our old friend food to numb ourselves brings up a lot of bad stuff.      The worst thing you can do is keep it all inside.  You are around people who can truly relate, so please don't stop reaching out for support :)

Kathleen

Thanx Kathleen for the support.  I really appreciate it.

Donna