Doing some better
Hey everyone Hope the sun is shinning in your corner of the world. Just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing a little better. I am eating little bits of food. Liquids are still a problem But I just keep on trying. Still having some stomach pain and nausea but all in all I think I might be going in the right direction. I will get there, "Slow and steady wins the race." and I am going to make it. Take care everyone. Belinda
Hi I started everything moving toward surgery with research, research, research. After about four years of that I went to my family doctor and told him I was thinking about the lap band, he refered me to a weight loss specialist, who educated me some more and set up the appointment with the bariatric surgeon. Would I have the surgery again? Well to be perfectly honest right now that is a tricky question? My first response is yes absolutely. Don't get me wrong I have hours and days where I wish I could take it all back, but on the same hand. I knew the chances, risks, possible complications. This was not a decision I took lightly I put alot of effort and thought into this, weighing what would happen if things didn't go so well. All in all it was five years that I thought about this. When it got to the point that I knew in my heart that I was willing to accept whatever happened I knew I was ready. I can't cry oh boo hoo me now. I made this decision and I will live with it. I know that might sound kind of bleak, but deep down I truly believe that in the long run I am MUCH better off, than if I had stayed on the self destructive path I was on. Dealing with the complications I have now is really no different than dealing with all the health problems I had before, and there is some improvment already even in a little less than two months. I am looking ahead to the next year or so when I feel fantastic, and my other health problems are less, and I am able to really enjoy life again. This is a very personal and very serious decision. Deep down I am glad that I made it. Good luck with your decision and remember to lean on everyone here for support. Belinda