I cried at Old Navy today
Hi every one,
I am having an unexpected emotional day today. I went shopping for spring clothes today because I have nothing that fits anymore. I'm wearing a size 14 now so I took some 14's, a 16 just in case and a 12 into the dressing room.I put the 14's on first and they fit great, sort of loose but not sloppy loose. I tried the 12 just to see how close they were to fitting and they fit. I just stood there and cried all by myself. NEVER in my life do I remember wearing a 12, 14, or 16 for that matter. I think they were happy tears but yet I feel sad. Sad is not really the right word....I can't explain it. Is it possible I am mourning the loss of the big girl I used to be? or worried this isn't real or won't last? Maybe both? sigh.....I'm not sure.
Anyway, they have all of their capri pants on sale for $19 and I found 2 pair of capris on the clearance rack for $4.99. Yippee!
I am coming up on one year and am very close to the 100 pound lose milestone. Today, all I could think about was Dr Boe. If I had his phone number I would have called him to thank him once again for helping me change my life. I really need to hug him today but guess I'll have to wait until I see him next month.
Hugs to all of you and thanks for all of your support and encouagement this year.
Teresa
I am having an unexpected emotional day today. I went shopping for spring clothes today because I have nothing that fits anymore. I'm wearing a size 14 now so I took some 14's, a 16 just in case and a 12 into the dressing room.I put the 14's on first and they fit great, sort of loose but not sloppy loose. I tried the 12 just to see how close they were to fitting and they fit. I just stood there and cried all by myself. NEVER in my life do I remember wearing a 12, 14, or 16 for that matter. I think they were happy tears but yet I feel sad. Sad is not really the right word....I can't explain it. Is it possible I am mourning the loss of the big girl I used to be? or worried this isn't real or won't last? Maybe both? sigh.....I'm not sure.
Anyway, they have all of their capri pants on sale for $19 and I found 2 pair of capris on the clearance rack for $4.99. Yippee!
I am coming up on one year and am very close to the 100 pound lose milestone. Today, all I could think about was Dr Boe. If I had his phone number I would have called him to thank him once again for helping me change my life. I really need to hug him today but guess I'll have to wait until I see him next month.
Hugs to all of you and thanks for all of your support and encouagement this year.
Teresa
Teresa O
RNY 4/1/2008
PA
Teresa,
Congrats on your milestone and achievement! Just want to say I did the same thing in the dressing room of JC Penny back in the fall, when I put on size 12 cords and just like you I never dreamed of wearing such a size. I'm still in size 12, though they fit losely, my goal when I started was a size 10, I think I'll make it, but, of course, now I want to be an 8 (lol). . . if I stay at 12 the rest of my life I can live with that!
Hugs and good wishes on your upcoming surgiversary, may you keep on your successing journey!
Laureen
Congrats on your milestone and achievement! Just want to say I did the same thing in the dressing room of JC Penny back in the fall, when I put on size 12 cords and just like you I never dreamed of wearing such a size. I'm still in size 12, though they fit losely, my goal when I started was a size 10, I think I'll make it, but, of course, now I want to be an 8 (lol). . . if I stay at 12 the rest of my life I can live with that!
Hugs and good wishes on your upcoming surgiversary, may you keep on your successing journey!
Laureen
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Tucker and Molly are part of the board now? Awesome!!
Of course....the pic doesn't do justice for the amount of slober they produce....perhaps a flashing one of them and Niagra falls would be more appropriate??
Pam
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