hello (female issue alert!)

Hey all,

 

Well I have always said if it weren't for bad luck I would have no luck at all. And yet again it has been proven to me. Back in September I went for a regular pap smear looking to change my birth control. My last pap was less than a year ago and it was normal. Well this one came back abnormal. Okay no big deal no need to panic... probably just HPV they say... or maybe a yeast infection, but we're going to do a colposcopy to be sure. Alright fast forward to the colposcopy. They biopsied 6 areas of my cervix and bang bang guess what? all bad.... so we move onto a LEEP procedure. Well again... BAd... pretty dang bad apparently. No margains in site anywhere, So with the results of that biopsy they set me up for another LEEP. And then procede to change their minds. Based on the amount of bad cells and the fact that they are glandular cells not squamous cells a LEEP isn't the answer. So instead this Tuesday I went in for a Cone Biopsy of the cervix. Fantastic. Preliminary results look like cancer. Fantastic! We won't know for sure until sometime next week, but looks like i am probably going to wind up having a hysterectomy done.

 Guess I didn't really ever want to have the choice to have kids anyway....

 Sheesh... sorry for venting, but dang... if it isn't raining in my world it's pouring...

 How is everyone else???

Wow,  I am at a loss for what to say.  You are going through so much right now and I cant even imagine what you are thinking or feeling.  Just know that I am thinking about you and praying for you.  If you ever need to talk...send me a message.

Diane

Thank you so much. I myself am at a loss of what to do or say with this issue. Plus it has been crazy at work so put it all together and I have just been a worried ole mess!

Laura

  I will keep  you in my prayers that everything works out for you ...Trut me I understand what you are feeling. It sounds like you on top of things and if you need anything feel free to PM .

Beth,

 Thank you so very much. I appreciate it.

Laura

Laura,

I am sorry you are having to go through this and truth be known, I just don't have any words that would fit, so please know that I am hoping and praying for the best of all possible outcomes with regard to your future!

Hugs, Laureen

Laureen,

Thank you so much. I am just trying to get through day to day to get through this.

 

FYI... you look amazing!!!!

 

Laura

Laura,
I will say a prayer for you.
I am so sorry to hear all that you are going though.
We are here - so please vent away.
Tammy

Like all others have said - I really don't have any words to fit this situation other than I will hold you close in my thoughts and prayers.  I believe we are about the same age....so it hits kind of close to home.

Know that you can come here and vent anytime.  And add me to your list of people you can contact anytime with anything.

Praying for you,

Pam

Damn Laura, I'm really sorry to hear of what you are going through.   I will say you are inspiring me to go get that mammo I've been putting off!  I had that Murphys law thing going too...was kindof pissed at life as part of the reason I went through this whole surgery etc. was to have kids and now I still can't have them.   It's the "choice" being taken away that really messes with your head.   I'm sure you are feeling that too right about now.  If you need any more venting, flip me an email, I'll be glad to listen.  Hoping and praying that whatever ails you is fixed pronto and you can move on to new "choices"...