Out of Control Eating.

I love you guys, I do. I was thinking tonight at work that I REALLY don't know what the HELL I am doing at all. I was 375 pounds this time last year, and couldn't walk. Now I'm living a completely different life, I even have a job that has me on my feet for sometimes 8 hours. I'm completely out of the plus sizes! My relationships are different.  And it's only been nine months. I really, really need therapy to adjust to all this if I'm going to get through it. Cause I totally do not know what I'm doing. I'm in a lost, surreal state of mind.