No question, just venting

Why am I SOO angry?  All the time?  It's like I'm a completely different person.  Everything is taken personally and pi**es me off royally.  I feel like this raging Medusa has erupted and taken over my mind and hates the world.

Vent away Keri that is why we are here for each other. Your body is readjusting and it can be the hormones I on the other hand for awhile at first would just cry out of the blue for no reason what so ever.

I'm doing that too.  Yesterday I got mushy/teary on three different occasions for NO reason and AT work no less.  ROFL.  GRRRRRrrrrr.

They say it is because of all the hormones stored in the fat - or I guess that would now be fluff.

Anyway, it makes you feel like you are losing your mind at times - at least it did for me.
Of course, I was probably a little crazy anyway before this - lol.

Vent away.

Tammy

Keri,

Some of it is hormones and then there is the fact that you can no longer use food to hide behind, sort of lost a best friend. . .  so hang in there, you'll get a handle on your emotions, but there is definitely ups and downs as we go through this.

Hugs and good wishes, Laureen

You're missing your best friend....food!  It sucks that we can't have the fries, cakes, candy, etc.  I was mad too....until I started seeing the pounds come off and the clothing sizes go down.  For me, that was a great trade off.  You'll mellow out soon...just hang in there.

Wow, I didn't know about the hormones being released...whooo!

Also echoing about not stuffing down feelings anymore.....and now here they are....still here....coming at us full blast. Makes me want to run and hide, find an escape....I know. So many things I am having to deal with now because I did not deal with them yet, I stuffed or drank 'em down.....for example....on the outside I am completely over my divorce----it was nearly four years ago, my ex is getting re-married, I like his fiancee, the kids are happy, etc.----on the inside I'm feeling a great loss....I'm heartbroken. Because I haven't dealt with it yet. I ate it or drank it away so I would not feel the pain. So now here it is, coming upon me out of the blue. The only way out is through.....I know I speak in Alanis Morrissette lyrics....lol.

 

We sometimes need to go somewhere all alone and just let it out...scream, cry or both.

Hormones. Hormones.
Also I dont know about you but pre surgerY i held alot in and let people get away with stuff.
I dont let them get away with it now, and it makes me sometimes feel like I am being *****y.

I am feeling angry more and more lately. Just this afternoon when I picked up my daughter from girl scouts, I felt like a freak among the other moms, because I used to be so heavy and now it's gone and I'm actually one of the thinnest people in the room. I felt like they didn't know what to say and I worried if I was making them feel uncomfortable. I feel like a freak whether I'm fat or skinny.