I am alot of pain today, But I am among the living too.

I can't help the damn depression, so you all might want to stay away awhile. The pain is from the medicine. had a bad reaction to it, Dr Friedman has me back on old medicine now, Liquid form of course. So give me awhile. I am not usually whiney, or *****y- usually a pretty easy going person. So please forgive me, I just had major surgery, and I am going back done now. It s very hard fighting this one. But I will get through, Go ahead with all your pains, don't wait on me. LOL Monica, Take acre of you

hell don't even know what i am saying.

hey monica, just remember this was not and "is" not the easy way out for a BIG REASON... everything your going through is pretty much right on point.. so go ahead wine, cry, ***** moan what ever you need..... I promise everyday will get a bit easier... (((((((((BIG HUGS))))))))))) Theresa

Your depression is normal! Don't worry we are here for you--you just shout if you need us! We love you! Soon you will be back on your feet