Denied

Well, I got my denial letter from Kaiser today, I had applied for insurance with them and they say my weight exceeds their limit. DENIED. I could just DIE! I am so sick of comming home and crying every night, nothing is going my way and it's starting to get really hard to be optimistic. I go to plan B, find another job (which I have been looking for anyway) and hope they offer good insurance. I am most likely going to be laid off in the comming months, but can't seem to find work. I search every day and have turned in many resumes. I have marketable skills but the job market isn't buying it. As far as the insurance goes I need it ASAP for my heart. I have to see a specialst and I don't have insurance through my employer and I can't afford to see one without insurance. If I can't get WLS done with whomever ends up being my insurer, then, I start saving, it would take me about 5 years to save the money needed to go to Mexico and have it done. Please send your prayers out for me right now, I could sure use some good mojo. Brandi

I am so sorry Brandi... I have been there and I know how disappointing it is.

I am so sorry to hear your bad news. I do hope this means you are still coming tomorrow. Maybe we can brainstorm and figure something out together. Keep positive Brandi, I believe it will come about for you. See you tomorrow sweety, Sweet dreams, positive thoughts, OK! LOL MOnica

I will still be there. I have already done double time on the job hunt this am, searching online, ect. The hope of getting this surgery is my major motivation to not give up and keep at it. I am looking forward to meeting everybody today! Brandi