Kitty Litter...MEOW!

I have just begun the process to get the surgery. I love to read your stories and hope that I am able to have this done soon. I really feel If I do not my life will be sad. I love to live and the weight is getting hard to handle with my activities. I swore that I would not let it make me stop living but it has. I love to scuba dive and I still dive but its so hard to move my tanks and get my gear on I dont do it as much as I used to. I cant wait unitl I need to buy a new drysuit as I had to have mine made becouse they just dont make them off the rack for a 275 I was at that time,,, I am now 300 and I joke on the dives how my dry suit had shrunk as I jiggle myself into it in an attempt to keep moving. but wow I would soooo love to not have about 10 of those darn potato bags hanging off of me. I have 2 teenagers who i miss doing things with and they miss me to, My son and husband just went to alaska fishing for his graduation and I didnt go I just dont want to slow them down. My plan is to take my 15 yr old daughter to mexico or somewhere tropical for her graduation. and with gods blessing I wont have to wear a moomoo. kelly