Tomorrow is the day

I can't believe I got to this point, after all waiting, twice declined, all the appointments, cancellation and rescheduling the day has come

However I'm now to the point where I'm afraid nerves don't know if I made the right choice, everything is starting to be real

I don't want to take 6 type of medication! I'm  always in pain I'm a prisoner in my own home, I'm ashamed to go out of the house because some one might see me, my husband loves to travel and I prefer to stay home because I have nothing to wear, nothing fits right or look good , so I prefer to stay home , I feel bad for him that he stays home with me. 

I know that I'm making the right choice but I'm afraid that something might go wrong.

Im just putting my life in Gods hands. 

Please keep me in mind tomorrow and say a little prayer for me.

Love you guys!! 

Laura

you will be fine!!! don't be scared I've had many surgeries not bypass yet. but every time I'm put under I don't make a big deal of it before you know it you will be waking up rolling down the hall. it will all have been over :) you will be ok!! good luck to your new life, free yourself from that body you've been trapped in. good luck!! 

Thank you so much!! 

It must have taken a whole lot of courage to get to this point. Congratulations! You will do great.

Yes it was frustrating! But it seams that Hrrh is very busy and backed up with appointments 

thanks you 

If you don't mind me asking, how long ago did you have orientation?

I had my orientation on March 23 2015, had surgery on April 11 2016

GO GET UM GIRL  !!!!!!!  You will be just fine !!!!  The losers bench has a great spot waiting for you!

I can't wait thanks you so much!! 

I was in your shoes not long ago.. It such a long long process feels like it never going to come now that's it here it's really hard to believe it and start to second guess ourselves.. I was so scared when Dr Hagen came in to see me before the surgery he said I look so scared ask what was wrong!! Even when I was in the operating room I was even more scared. It's just nature to be, it's a huge lifestyle change.. I am now 10 days out down 30 lbs since opti I am starting to feel more positive about this journey.. Good luck tomorrow and speedy recovery