Happy 1 year surgiversary to ME!!
Well folks today is my one year surgiversary. Cannot believe a year has passed already. I was a ball of emotions earlier after I pulled out my before jeans and the outfit I wore the day of my surgery. I hold my jeans up in front of me and I cannot even believe that I wore them....it actually disgusts me. I will keep them forever as a reminder as a place I never want to be again. They are they only 4 articles of clothing I kept from my pre op days.
I am so proud of myself for how far I have come, I feel amazing. I know I don't always see the changes in my body but I know there is and that too will come with time I am sure.
I feel 100% more confident then I did...okay well 80, I'm still not as confident behind closed doors with my husband lol. I still feel fat in those situations. A little too much TMI I know...but it is what it is....lol
In my profile I have uoloaded my before pic and today's picture. I started this journey at 227 and today I weigh 130. My height is 4'11, my bmi was 45.8 and today it is 26.3
For anyone waiting...The road may seem long but it will be here before you know. It is definitely worth the wait.
on 2/11/15 10:08 am - Toronto, Canada
You look awesome! Thank you for the inspirational post :) I totally get what you are saying about not seeing the changes, I don't really see mine yet either. I mean I know I have lost weight, and am wearing a smaller size, but I still feel as large as I did 80 lbs ago… Waiting for my mind to catch up, hopefully one day.