Final decision made - not going to do it
Hi,
If you aren't 100% sure don't do it. I questioned it up until the day I was in the waiting room for surgery. I sometimes wish I had followed my gut and not done it. It is the hardest thing I have ever done. Even when I try to eat something that would have been considered healthy before it just doesn't taste or feel good. You need to make sure you can live with this decision forever once you do it. There is no going back. Try the healthy eating one more time and commit to it forever. If it doesn't work you can always make the decision to do the surgery.