Help and support please

Well hello there! Ok I had my surgery last January, 2013! I have lost over 100 pounds. I felt exactly like you did. Cry. It's the anthesetic. Then you'll stop. There's crap going on in you that feels weird and it's scary. 

It will be ok. You will lose weight. You will walk Fast and often! And not short of breath! You will dance again. A lot if you want! I bought a puppy. I hiked in a rain forest in Mexico! I was in a feeeking kayak with my husband. Lol...

be scared be afraid, because if you're not, then something's wrong. Ask questions here, but, pay attention to what goes into your mouth. Drink lots of water. You'll be fine soon. We all make it there.