Need Help everything seams to be going down hill

It's funny that you posted this as I have been feeling the same way.  I have put on 25-pounds from my lowest weight.  I have not been on the site for a long time and found myself lost and returned and lurked a bit and today I came back on and seen your note.  I remember the excitement of the surgery and the fun of losing weight and shopping at normal woman's stores and feeling how wonderful skinny feels.  However, along the way I think I got lost and some of my old bad habits have creeped up on me.  I was actually thinking of doing the 5-day pouch test to get me back on track.  Not sure if that's something that may interest you.