Week 20 pics!
It's kinda crazy how different life is now, and I haven't even made it half way to goal yet. When I get under 200 lbs, watch out world! So far only chicken still gives me trouble, but only occasionally - chewing and slowing down is key there. I had a tidbit of cake on my 31st birthday back in Feb (we're talking a few crumbs of the inside part) and I immediately spit it back out - the sugar tasted like battery acid in my mouth. Never ever in a million years thought I would ever say that, but it's true! Sugar has zero control over me right now, I can sit in front of a big plate of baked goodies and it doesn't phase me. If anything I need to move it because the smell makes me a bit nauseous. I'm back working in the industry I love (esthetics) and while my weight does affect me a little bit when I have to bend over for too long it's nothing like how bad it was when I had to quit my job. I'm doing tons of photography, lots of portrait sessions for friends and family and even following my cousin & dad's band around to bars and doing photo and video. Five months ago I wouldn't have set foot in a bar, let alone take pictures of a band and have people watch me. I was just too self-concious. Now I do get nervous but as soon as I get my camera in my hands I am just working and not thinking. It's the most freeing feeling ever.
I had no idea how good this would feel when I was pre-op - if you're questioning your decision, scared, not sure if you're doing the right thing... DO IT! You won't regret a single moment of your post-op life :)
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Fantastic! xo
Referral: June 2012 Orientation: October 2012 CT Scan: February 2013 Dietician: March 6 2013 Social worker: March 6 2013 Endoscopy: March 28 2013 Internist: April 3 2013 Psychologist: April 3 2013 Pancreatic ultrasound, MRI, biopsy: May-August 2013 Surgical consult: October 1 2013 Repeat biopsy: January 22 2014 PATTS: March 13 2014 Surgical date: March 17 2014!!