Buyer's remorse
I am just about 5mos out and still having buyers remorse. Had to stay in the hosp after surgery for 5 days and that was miserable. After moving onto 'regular food' diet, i kept having pain issues.
at my 3mo checkup i told them i was still hating it (my rny) so they sent me to a psychiatrist.
i dont cry everyday now like i used to, and im certainly not eating as much or have much variety in my diet, but im still not feeling much 'better' because the only reason i had surgery is because i have severe arthritis in both of my knees and if anythng, my pain has gotten worse.