BIG LOSER but feeling cruddy!
Hi. I had my surgery not yet 6 months ago. October 6th 2005 was my date. I started at 242, as of this morning I am at 138. That's a loss of 104 pounds, which I am proud of, but help!!
I used to be able to get protein in my system. I can still take my vitamins, but the protein is not staying down at all. I am also hooked on smooth potato salad. That's all I want to eat, all the time. My liquid intake is low again, I can't stand the thought of water, crystal lite or tea going through my body. My bowels are backed up again (sorry that's graphic) and I have to use Fleet Enemas to help them.
What the heck is wrong here? I feel cruddy! Yes, I work very long hours (8-14 hours, 6 days a week) and I lift constantly if I'm not in my office. My old boss walked right past me the other day, he didn't recognize me until I said HEY STEVE. Then he had a confused look on his face. Please don't get me wrong, I'm proud of the weight loss, but scared of the problems I fear I am facing. I have an appointment today to get my hair cut really short, hoping that getting the weight off my head will help subside the hair loss that I am having. It's horrible. Falls out in clumps. Please help, it's getting really depressing.