have not been good,

Hey girl! I have been out of the loop for many reasons, but checked back in to read this about you. What in the world is going on??? You mean you aren't perfect????? My bubble just got popped!! YOU are a hero to so many and that is alot of pressure I know. The season is hard anyway and food is right up there on bad list. It seems odd but I am having old habits come back in an odd way. I am skipping eating anything at all and am having to deal with that. I frequently skipped breakfast and lunch and am finding myself afraid to eat things at all, so it can just be a visit from an old life that pops up no matter what the issues were.  WE have to kick our own butts first and foremost because either leaning towards the carbs or not eating can cause problems for any of us either way. I'm working on it but it is a battle. Food is not my enemy and the fear of it is a bad flashback!
Know you have friends who care Pattye no matter what your issues are. Sorry I haven't been around to beat up on you, but hopefully I can get back to help you out in that area if you need it.
Hugs girl.
Sherry

 Pattye,
I met you back in Oct at the mandatory group meeting in Moore.   I was there really early and we chatted before you started setting up tables.

Let me tell you that you don't have to "maintain any farce about being perfect."  You do have a lot of people admiring your achievement.   But it's when we are less than perfect,  when we show others that our continued success is about walking the walk every day.   About picking ourselves up when we trip....that is when you are the best.  

Hugs
Deb  

Ok Pattye,

Get that crap out of your house, get your butt back to basics, Drinki tha****er, avoid thos etriggers and explain to everyone you CAN NOT do the backing this year unless they are willing to eat your WLS friendly versions. Now dust yourself off, get back on the wagon and get'er done!