Its official surgery number 13....I need help

I am scheduled for surgery number 13 on August 17.
Gonna bust loose here and not hold back my emotions. Friends I am scared ...I am tired of of dealing with having to have surgeries. I had rny to be healthy not to spend the last 20 months recouperating from surgeries..
So folks...please pray for God to life my depression to bring back my joy....
i lost it somewhere...
hugs

I'm so sorry to hear about your upcoming surgery.  I haven't had nearly as many procedures as you and I, too, am fighting the depression bug.  I am praying right now that God will give you the needed strength to get through this one also.  We don't always know why things happen but we are strong enough to get through them.  Just lean on us and we'll help pull you through this one too.  I wish I could give you a big hug, I know it would help me out.  Just do your best to give it to God to handle and remember that he is always with you and you will get through this surgery with no problems and soon you can put it all behind you.

I'm thinking of you and am here if you need an ear or someone to vent to. 

This means alot to me.
I am trying so hard to keep my head but..its hard

Hang in there girl.  It will get better.  Wish I was closer to you so I could come see you.  Maybe it would help my disposition also.  Sending positive thoughts your way.

i wish u lived  closer too

I will be praying for you! I can feel your frustration. I had my RNY because I was told I needed a 4th foot operation and I decided to get RNY instead hoping that losing weight would help my foot problem. Instead my foot has gotten worse (probably b/c I am feeling better and "trying" to be more active). I am so frustrated at the prospect of another surgery. The only comforting thought is that the surgery would be much harder if I had those extra pounds on me.

I really hope this is the end of the surgery road for you and will be praying that it is so! It is very upsetting to be dealing with surgeries back-to-back like that!

it would be different if this was only surgrey number 4..lol but 13 way to many
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Holli-I have foot problems too-and I guess I really thought that losing weight would make the pain go away completely-it doesn't (or it didn't in my case) but it does make everything easier to manage!

Try biking and swimming for exercise. 

 So sorry you are having to go through this. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

ty ma'am I feel like if it wasnt me it would be someone else and I can handle anything put on my plate