JUST ME

Patiurple
on 4/24/09 1:46 pm - Wheatland, OK

I am not dead just feel like it.
My pain is froma sirnoma and I also have cellulitsis... so another anitbiotic for me.
Then there is that little demon called breast cancer...the sucker is not responding as the doc wants and he is talking about more invasive surgery... and my feelings IS NOT.
And my niece is going back to NC 12:10 am Monday morning. She said being here with me has made her find herself and she misses her family and friends. SO after all the aggrivation..I will be going back to being by myself...PEACE is soon about to take place...
hugs to all

being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it
hear_me_roar
on 4/24/09 2:18 pm - U.S. Virgin Islands, XX


Dearest lady-friend-person...  ahh....speaking of demons, I feel as though I've had my share of them too...this seems to be a generally bad week for most of the people I know....but there is light at the end of the tunnel....

This week marks Carnivale, which means i shall do things I shouldn't and just go enjoy myself.  I have nothing to gripe about really....I have my health, a steady supply of netrition items, beautiful sunshine, and lots of people who love me....so I know when it seems dark, i've got others who help lift me out of my doom & gloom....

I'm sorry to hear about your breast cancer....so get that stuff outta you as quick as you can!  We would miss you terribly if you didn't act fast....  in fact, I'm certain that other people in your life would miss you terribly too...

Stay cool....people are thinking about you....

T.
Patiurple
on 4/25/09 11:28 am - Wheatland, OK
T thank you! I did have the lump removed in March when they did my hernia. Apparently the chemo just isnt strong enough. I am not giving up just super tired of being under the weather. My energy level is at zero even after taking  2 b-12 injections a month...
I promise not to die anytime soon. BUT if I do, I promise to come and haunt you in a very kind way.
Hugs to ya
being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it
marylaw
on 4/24/09 2:34 pm - Winfield, KS
Dear Pattye,
I'm so sorry that you are not feeling well right now. I have had cellulitis, so I know how painful it is. I am praying that the antibiotic works well and quickly, to give you relief.
Please submit to the doctor's recommendation about the breast cancer issue. I'm believing for a good outcome. I suppose you know me well enough to know that I have great faith for healing. One of my greatest joys in life is to pray over people for healing, based on Mark 16:18, "Believers shall lay hands on the sick, and the sick SHALL recover." Those words were spoken by Jesus Himself. I am a believer (a follower of Jesus, as well as a believer in healing), so if you ever want me to "lay hands on" you, you just let me know, and we can meet up at my next appointment at WeightWise, which is May 28th, if I recall correctly. No pressure. Just know that I'm praying for you.
Glad you're getting your house back.
Blessings,
Mary
"Don't tell God how big your storm is; tell your storm how BIG your God is!"

     ObesityHelp Support Group Leader and Support Group Coach
Patiurple
on 4/25/09 11:31 am - Wheatland, OK
mary, i finally broke down last night and called and told my siblings. their reaction was to come back to nc. I figures since my niece was leaving i best spill the beans before she did.
i am a believer in the mighty healer and I know that this is just a little hump and that with FAITH all things are possible. i am not a one of those sunday going to church christains...BUT as my father taught me church is in the heart and the soul....
thank you and hugs to ya
being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it
MommaHen
on 4/25/09 2:42 am - Oklahoma City, OK
Pattye,
I am sorry that the breast cancer is not responding to treatment and I hate the thought fo ryou to undergo more surgery but dear friend you have braved too much for this to knock you out of the game. Do it as you have everystep of your journey with your usual bluntness and lets do what has to be done attitude. I know that you will feel better after getting some down time without the neice too. Are you still moving to NC this summer?  Hugs and Love !
 
 
Having the time of my life!

Patiurple
on 4/25/09 11:35 am - Wheatland, OK
sara, i told scott yesterday and thought that this would be the final straw for our relationship. AGAIN he has shocked me and said boobless or not I love you and those do not mke you the woman that I love. so to your answer yes i am still planning on going. but i have to have a clean bill of health. and it might be late summer before i go.
i have already talked to my doctor about surgery and so far they all have agreed.surgery last resort.my body needs a break...wonder if that means i can have a kit kat bar
being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it
okiechic7
on 4/25/09 12:19 pm - Bethany, OK
Pattie, I am so sorry....I have no idea how you must feel, but I can imagine that it at times is overwhelming. I will continue to pray for you and that God has the answers you need. Maybe once your niece leaves the peace will give you more strength.
Please know I care...

Sherry

 

Patiurple
on 4/26/09 3:02 am - Wheatland, OK
Sherry,
I am not sure if I will find more strength with her here, I had something to keep my mind off my problems.
But I know I am going to love the peace again...it will take me awhile to get use to it but then I will be fine
being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it
TechChic
on 4/25/09 1:58 pm - OK
Pattye,

I haven't been on the boards long, but from everything I have seen, you seem like a wonderful person and I am so sorry to hear that you are having such pain and fighting breast cancer. I am not sure what I can say that hasn't already been said, but I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and I am wishing you all the best.
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