I'm obsessed with the before/after pics on the forum main page.
Seriously, I spend more time in my day looking at those pics than doing anything else. They give me so much hope, and they're so incredibly IMPRESSIVE. I can't get over how many people look so much younger, it's incredible. Brian laughs at me because I call him in to see them. "But they did so GREAT, babe! Look!!"
I feel like this is the only place where I can post my feelings and "brag"about how well I am doing after my WLS. Most other people don't want to hear it or just nod and say "thats great" but I can tell they dont' really care. I am 11 months post op and yesterday I went shopping for jeans. By habit, i went straight for the large sizes. I have to think about what size to get. Any way I can wear a size 12 and I just sat in the dressing room and Kohl's and just cried. Its almost like a dream, to wear a size 12!!! I was wearing 32-34W and 5X tops before and I never thought even when I had the surgery that a 12 would even be an option. I was on cloud 9 and I wanted to shout it out!!! So I am going to "I CAN WEAR A SIZE 12"!!!!!! I have lost 200 pounds and words can't even explain the feelings I have. This is the only place I feel comfortable "talking about myself" because everyone here understands and doesn't judge you or is jealous. I think jealousy is the most common emotion I get when I even talk about it. Does anyone feel that way? Anyway I just had to let it out. I read everyones posts and it helps so much to know I am not alone... Thank you everybody....
I still enjoy watching everyone's transformations, even after all these years. I think it's amazing to see everyone losing weight and getting healthy! *hugs*
~ Renae
~ Renae
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For me I like seeing the folks that were huge like me that are now at goal...sorry light weights..To see someone that 400 > is a great motivation. I was and still am embarassed to look at my before pics..Especially the one before I had the tt.. I looked so freaky.
being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it