Do others make you feel like you will be a failure?
on 3/30/09 8:22 am
Oh yes, and the same people will usually lecture me on how I should eat, sometimes even before knowing what type of surgery I had.
Lately, I've started saying things like "oh, stop being a rainmaker". I no longer feel responsible for changing how anyone else thinks, and I've had MY surgery, so they aren't going to change me.
If you stop and think about it, it's a little bit like telling a terminally ill person "Oh yes, you'll be dead soon"-and no one would think of saying that.
The most empowering thing about this surgery for me is that I have taken full charge and responsibility of my eating-I am not accountable to anyone but me. (I never was, but I didn't seem to know that before). One of the benefits of being a fully vested grown up is you don't have to entertain a lot of nonsense. Weight is one of those medical things that people feel it's OK to talk about-and in my case, it's only OK if I want to let you.