SORRY FOR MY *****Y POSTS TONIGHT!
Please accept my apology. I realized a few minutes ago that I put a couple of posts on here tonight where I just did nothing but complain and whine.
There is a bunch of "stuff" going on in the family, and my marriage right now and I am going thru a very sad and confused time. I never thought I would have to deal with some of the issues I am now facing.
Plus, the unemployment rate in Michigan is the highest in the nation, just yesterday three dear friends lost their jobs. And the weather is so cold that just going outdoors makes my skin sting. Anyway.....
I am not offering the above as excuses but just wanted to explain my not so nice behavior. BUT - no excuses.
I think the best thing for me right now is to just stay away until all the stuff going on (or at least some of it) goes away or is resolved in a concrete manner. My life is not happy right now and I am experiencing a lot of sadness. I have to deal with it by myself. When times get tough, I always fold into myself until I figure things out.
In the meantime, I don't want to expose any of you my dear Okie Buddies to my occasional rants and pity parties. Who needs to hear all that.
So, I wish you all well, be healthy and happy and take really good care of yourselves. I think I will be back but right now things are so chaotic in my life that I'm not sure when that will be. Right now I would just like to run away, but, we can't run from our troubles can we?
Huggs Always To Each of You. And thanks for all the support I have received. I appreciate it more than I can say.
Pammie
There is a bunch of "stuff" going on in the family, and my marriage right now and I am going thru a very sad and confused time. I never thought I would have to deal with some of the issues I am now facing.
Plus, the unemployment rate in Michigan is the highest in the nation, just yesterday three dear friends lost their jobs. And the weather is so cold that just going outdoors makes my skin sting. Anyway.....
I am not offering the above as excuses but just wanted to explain my not so nice behavior. BUT - no excuses.
I think the best thing for me right now is to just stay away until all the stuff going on (or at least some of it) goes away or is resolved in a concrete manner. My life is not happy right now and I am experiencing a lot of sadness. I have to deal with it by myself. When times get tough, I always fold into myself until I figure things out.
In the meantime, I don't want to expose any of you my dear Okie Buddies to my occasional rants and pity parties. Who needs to hear all that.
So, I wish you all well, be healthy and happy and take really good care of yourselves. I think I will be back but right now things are so chaotic in my life that I'm not sure when that will be. Right now I would just like to run away, but, we can't run from our troubles can we?
Huggs Always To Each of You. And thanks for all the support I have received. I appreciate it more than I can say.
Pammie
Well lets just say its hormones and let it go....Sometimes we need to vent ***** and moan....and where else can you do that but here around friends that understand...
Gee wiz we are here not just for weight loss support but for the rest of it also.
Look at me I have made some crazy posts in the last few days and will say I will make more...
If that bothers someone they can ignore it or tell me to stop wearing my diapers and but on my panties...or throw me a pacifier.
pam if you hide within you are causing yourself damage let it out and vent....
any negative emotion held with in causes the body pain
no I am not a doc but gee i read the script from a soap once
hugs and warm winds blowing your way
Gee wiz we are here not just for weight loss support but for the rest of it also.
Look at me I have made some crazy posts in the last few days and will say I will make more...
If that bothers someone they can ignore it or tell me to stop wearing my diapers and but on my panties...or throw me a pacifier.
pam if you hide within you are causing yourself damage let it out and vent....
any negative emotion held with in causes the body pain
no I am not a doc but gee i read the script from a soap once
hugs and warm winds blowing your way
being healthy has its rewards....take the challenge and just do it
Pammie, You have plagerized my words in your post! ""I will figure it out". I also own the rights to "I'm fine" and "I can handle this by myself" Ok let's throw in "i don't need anyone's help".
So often, because of the world around me....meaning my goofed up life, I want to get in my closet and not come out....First I couldn't get into my closets for all the junk, but I feel like I want to...I get so down I don't even want to talk to myself, much less another person or the board. I also have to resist sudden urges to drive to Canada and not look back and I don't even know anyone there.....Or I'd like to get a horse and ride across the country ....just me and my faithful dog..oh and of course the horse!
I know how you feel. No ones life is perfect, if it was, then they would make a reality TV show out of it....It's just not possible. You have so much stress on you right now. I saw an article and I think it was on the OH newsletter, about the stress on people from the WLS but also from so many other sources. You have had your fair share of it all! It is ok to feel like this.
Pammie, literally go look up the word support . It is an amazing word. This is what you need right now and this is what this board wants to offer you....Not only that, but this is what you need right now....
I ran from the board for a time when I was being called horrible vile names, by people on here, People I thought were my friends. I was deeply hurt that people didn't even know, me yet they attacked me as a person. Their words added more stress to my already dysfunctional life and it knocked me down.
BUT there were those who cared about me and wanted to be there for me. Their words are what lifted me back to my feet to stand again and to be the person who I know again...... That is why I stayed on this board, I needed them while waiting on this long path to my surgery. I need to have their support as I don't have much elsewhere.....It seems at times, I have no where to turn, but I can turn to the friends I stil have on this board and I know which ones I can't trust. the ones who will support me as I need it.....the good far out weighs the bad.
Pammi, no matter what is going on in your life, it will help you to talk to someone....P.M someone to rant, if you don't want to post....It's ok. I know I felt worse leaving the board....staying away from what I needed right now and that was the friends I do have left on here, *****ally do care.
I want you to know that I really do care about all you are going through....Please know that, and also, please know I will listen to you rant if you ever need it. If I stayed away until all things resolved in my life, I'd be away for ever!
I need you and all the others to be on here to share your highs and lows so that I can get by. I need to hear success stories and even the others to help me prepare for what is going to go on for me....You are needed here....but if you really need to step back for a time or even just a day or so, I understand, just think it though clearly and come back soon.
So often, because of the world around me....meaning my goofed up life, I want to get in my closet and not come out....First I couldn't get into my closets for all the junk, but I feel like I want to...I get so down I don't even want to talk to myself, much less another person or the board. I also have to resist sudden urges to drive to Canada and not look back and I don't even know anyone there.....Or I'd like to get a horse and ride across the country ....just me and my faithful dog..oh and of course the horse!
I know how you feel. No ones life is perfect, if it was, then they would make a reality TV show out of it....It's just not possible. You have so much stress on you right now. I saw an article and I think it was on the OH newsletter, about the stress on people from the WLS but also from so many other sources. You have had your fair share of it all! It is ok to feel like this.
Pammie, literally go look up the word support . It is an amazing word. This is what you need right now and this is what this board wants to offer you....Not only that, but this is what you need right now....
I ran from the board for a time when I was being called horrible vile names, by people on here, People I thought were my friends. I was deeply hurt that people didn't even know, me yet they attacked me as a person. Their words added more stress to my already dysfunctional life and it knocked me down.
BUT there were those who cared about me and wanted to be there for me. Their words are what lifted me back to my feet to stand again and to be the person who I know again...... That is why I stayed on this board, I needed them while waiting on this long path to my surgery. I need to have their support as I don't have much elsewhere.....It seems at times, I have no where to turn, but I can turn to the friends I stil have on this board and I know which ones I can't trust. the ones who will support me as I need it.....the good far out weighs the bad.
Pammi, no matter what is going on in your life, it will help you to talk to someone....P.M someone to rant, if you don't want to post....It's ok. I know I felt worse leaving the board....staying away from what I needed right now and that was the friends I do have left on here, *****ally do care.
I want you to know that I really do care about all you are going through....Please know that, and also, please know I will listen to you rant if you ever need it. If I stayed away until all things resolved in my life, I'd be away for ever!
I need you and all the others to be on here to share your highs and lows so that I can get by. I need to hear success stories and even the others to help me prepare for what is going to go on for me....You are needed here....but if you really need to step back for a time or even just a day or so, I understand, just think it though clearly and come back soon.
Pammie, I'm so sorry you are going through a tough time right now and a bunch of "stuff" going on in your family. You know what that is called "LIFE". It seems we all have our low times and our high times. You WILL get through this. You are such an inspiration to so many of us. You have had more than your share of "bad" times it seems especially with your husband's health issues. Just know that I do care and I WILL be praying for you and your family. I do know that our God does care and HE hears and answers prayers!!! Don't stay gone and let us be a support for you during this time. Take care!!!
(((Hugs)))
Debbie
(((Hugs)))
Debbie
This is the ride of my life.....what an amazing tool I now have!!!
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