I feel so sad

Sherry, I am so glad that i had to push everything back. I think I would have been a wreck if I would have had to do all the pre op dieting and the surgery at this time. I am an emotional person anyway and the holidays are hard for me since losing my granny and papa. I know we will both do great when It is our time. I am getting anxious though. I see the nut on Dec 31. I am excited about going to my appointment and the pre op on Jan 6th. I am so ready to have this done....just after Christmas.
Emily

I think it's just all part of the process.  And it will pass.  Be strong and you'll come out on the other side all healthy and, yes, happy!

We all will send a little pray for you!  Merry Christmas!

CAN WE SAY HORMONES?   That is one of the things we don't think about during this journey, but they do get out of whack !!  Your body produced hormones to deal with the fat and your eating.  Now it doesn't know what to do with it !!  Also, one of the reasons we were overweight was because we ate our feelings -- happy, sad, depressed, anxious, let down, excited.  Now you have to deal with it in another way.  Physical exercise does help -- it's that endorphin thing !  Take time for yourself and give yourself a break.  You wouldn't be this hard on anyone else.  Keep your chin up.  Lynette