ugh..I said I wasn't going to freak out. I lied.

This is the most stupid confession!! lol  You were talking about the lady who was nauseated all the time....the one on the main board......Well,I have to admit that I don't even know where the main board is!!! I only come here and read!! I'm not computer dumb, just figured once I got here...I was home! After reading what you read about her....I'm staying here!!!

OK now....listen .....if the wussy can do it, then you can do it too.... enough said....oh and I love and support you....ya...now I'm done... T.

Amy, everything will be ok, just try to relax and know that there is a reason that you, an intelligent and educated person have made this decision - it's for your health, and as a mother and as a wife, you know that you want to be there for your family and be energetic and healthy while you are at it! As far as the surgery itself, you know as well as I do that you are in great hands....everything else is nothing - everything else will need to be dealt with one day at a time. You have spent months on a pre-op diet, you have recovered from knee surgery....of course you can handle two weeks of liquids! What if you go bald? Well, I am losing some hair, but I am not going bald. It is ok to freak out right before surgery, but keep focused on how you got here, and what made you get here and you will be fine! Trust me!!  -Hugs, Anna

Update*** If you go bald, then get one of those sexy wigs and change your name to "Lola".....  I bet Randy could really enjoy that! ok, ok back to being serious and stuff.... T.

That's it!  She can be Lola, the show girl, and work at the CopaCabana!

Amy, I know that you are excited and nervous at the same time. I also know that you know you are in the best of hands. With weight wise and God on your side you can't go wrong. Don't worry about the what if's. Worrying is like paying money on interest that is not due. Spend  tomorrow in rest and relaxation and know that you have made a good choice. We're all behind you girl and I can't wait to set next to you on this huge bench we are filling. I love ya like a chunky kid loves cake.Also like I used to love cake. Now that's a whole lotta love. Hugs, Rita

Okay, it is official.  My freak out is over.  I have such an awesome support group here and with a husband like mine, what have I got to lose?!  Oh yeah, fat!!!!  I have put this in God's hands and I will be just fine.  I know he will see me through and I have every confidence in Dr. B and Dr. W. and all the wonderful staff at WW.  Love y'all.  thanks for putting up with me!

Amy, if you go bald I'll shave m head and go bald with you.  I promise.

I'm holding you to it Deb!

That's fine, because I am serious.  I truly don't think I'll ever be called on to do it, because I don't believe your hair will fall out, but hey, if it does, we'll be twinkies.