ROLLER COASTER

I guess it isn't a completely bad thing that we didn't go to any amusement parks this summer!  lol  Because, I'm on my own little personal roller coster here in my brain!  ha ha You all are going to be afraid to meet me in person...  I'm such a mess... I'm feeling a little better now (again) I decided to try to log in to my Nutri-System account and see what I could come up with for my diet!! I can (and did) print off a summary of my account which dates from September 11, 2006 through January 24, 2007.  I also printed each individual order (the itemized list of foods) and on the margin it has my name, address, phone number, and tracking numbre!  woo hoo!! Although that diet was HORRIBLE tasting stuff, I guess my Bundle of DOUGH I paid for it might pay off for me now! laters Dot*

I tell ya, I do remember the emotional roller coaster.  I remember waiting and waiting and waiting on insurance.  I remember swearing that I give up and was just going to get fat, fat, fat!!!  I remember screaming and crying and just being a mess.  But, then it came to me...It's all in God's time - not mine.  There is a reason for everything.  You have to let go!!! Bless your heart - I'm praying that it will come easier. Tonja

Tonja, that's what a friend of mine said to me when I was fighting insurance a few years ago-she said "Deb, maybe it just isn't your time" and I thought about it and a peace came over me-and later, NOW, when it WAS my time, I had no fear at all. It's a tough thing to decide you need help, a rough decision to come to.  Then to have to set about proving you need help......aaaah.  But good things are worth the work.

Once i let it go and quit worrying and trying so hard it all came together , although after reading alot of these posts i realize what an easy time i had of it ,,,i pray everything works out the way you want it to. Luanne