courage?

I am scheduled for surgery Jan 3 and every time I think of walking in the hospital to have surgery I get sick to my stomach and feel like I can't do it. How did any of you get the courage to walk in there? I just feel like I'm not strong enough to do this and think about backing out, although I know I'll regret it forever. I'm ready for the life style changes, just not the actual surgery - respirator, incisions, anesthesiology etc. Thanks, Cal

I have to tell you thats so normal. We are all scared and once you get there you will be fine. I had it done 17 months ago and I am so thrilled. I am down to 158 from 269. I feel like a young chick and I am 57 years old. As long as you trust your doctor you will do just fine. They will give you something to relax you. It is so much fun to keep losing everyday and then before you know it you will have lost 100 lbs. I can eat anything I want but I can't eat alot. This week it has been rough because the sweets are hard to resist. Sugar doesn't affect me at all. Thats a bad thing lol. Be excited, it's the best present you can give yourself. I am so blessed and very concieted now. It is all about me and I love it. We will all be here to help you get through it all. Love and many wonderful days to come, Cindy

I was a bundle of nerves right up to the minute that they gave me my happy shot! You find the courage in knowing that you are gaining back your life with every pound that you lose. A year from now, you'll know it was the best walk you ever took! Many many well wishes to you on your journey.

Cal, I had pre surgery jitters a week or so before, but I did some serious praying and asked God to give me peace and help reassure me that I was doing just the thing that I had prayed and prayed for. I would not let the devil put the spirit of fear and doubt into me. So I just kept those prayers coming and soon enough I was calm as a cucumber. The day of my surgery I was very much at peace with my choice and wasnt nervous at all. If you need someone to talk to we are all here for you. Much Love from Laura 310/160/125

Cal, I won't be much encouragement because I'm in the same situation. There is a huge lump in my throat and I'm so tearful. I'm sick to my stomach, can't eat and can't sleep. But then I remind myself to breathe and tell myself I can walk away at anytime up until 8 AM on 12/30. I have to do this in order to live so I will be like the rest, fine when the time comes. If we didn't feel this way then there might be cause for concern. Blessings to you! You will be great! Jacquelyn

Jac, You are going to be fine. You have the right attitude. I was so afraid because I had so many health problems. Now I am as healthy as ever. I excercise and do things I was not able to in years. I am down 62 pounds in three months. I am in a size 16 pants. I feel wonderful. You are going to be a different person. Just remember the first month is very hard, after that it is gravy once you are on solid foods. Remeber to walk as soon as you can after surgery. The more you walk the faster you heal. and get tha****er and protein in. and you will do great. Merry Christmas and what a happy NEW YEAR FOR YOU Hugs Barb

Jacquelyn, That's exactly how I feel. I had to start a liquid diet today - for the whole week leading up to my surgery - and I was so upset last night I didn't even enjoy my "last supper." And boy am I hungry. Five Slim Fasts a day are making a cranky, hungry person. Good luck to you. What a great way to ring in the new year. Stay strong! Cal

Hi Jacquelyn I have my surgery Jan 9,2006. I see you have surgery tomorrow. You are going to do wonderfully and be so happy just think about the good things. Let me know how it went. Betty

Cal and Jac: We all had those jitters and it is normal to have them. I would be worried if you didn't feel nervous and scared. It is a big step but one of the best things you can do for your life. I had a wow moment today opening gifts when all of the clothes I received were larges. Last year they were 3x & 4x!!!!! It is worth every minute of the surgery and recovery and you will be so happy you did it. God Bless and He will be with you through it all! Jill Neace 280/160/135 Open RNY 11/30/2004

Hi! I haven't had my surgery yet, (Jan. 20), but wanted to let you know that I am also having similar jitters already. I wish you well. We'll all be thinking of you and sending our most positive thoughts your way!! Take care. Post when you get a chance afterwards! Leslie Middleburg Hts., OH