Depressed!
Burnetta, I am so sorry you are feeling this way about yourself. I have to say though your not alone. I think everyone at some point in their lives looks in the mirror and doesnt like what they see, no matter what size you are. I think you need to work on your self image and the only way I can help you to do that is tell you there is a great BBW group in the cleveland area that hosts parties all the time. Its a great way to make friends with others that wont judge you on what you look like. If you single you might even find a love connection. I'm married and we used to live in Chicago and go to the BBW functions all the time. I would love going because I would go home feeling great about myself. The size acceptance groups are a great way to get your mind stable for your future. If you have AOL..go chat in the OhioBBWFriendly chat room..the people are great and you can get alot of information about the functions there. anyway...good luck and I hope this helps a little....Pam
