Update- I guess the ball has started rolling :)
EEEKKK!!!! LOL. I am not sure if I should be happy, scared or both!! I went to my new doctor today. I already new him a little bit since my hubby has seen him a few times and he was SOOOO sweet and understanding. He asked me a few questions about food, about excersize routine etc but he did it in a reasonable way not like the last doctor did with a sneer of disbelief on her face.
He immediately asked me if I would mind getting a few Xrays done and they checked out my knees and it turns out that soreness I have been having every evening that is making me start hobbling is arthritis. After everything was done he told me he thinks I am a prime canidate. Most of my problems are only just starting, there is no extreme damage yet. My activity levels are very high, I am only 26 and pretty healthy and extremely determined LOL.
He refered me to two different surgeon he works with and said that one of the two is a general surgeon but in our area the last time they did a review he was rate #1 in this proceedure (Dr Phil Price- and the other doctor was a doctor Chobin). So, I am not in the process of trying to see if they are covered by my insurance so i can schedual a consult and take the next step. I feel so ambivalent about everything right this minute. i spent all this time and energy not thinking it was a possibility and now it actually may be... I thought I would be happier not just kind of numb. I think maybe I am scared something will happen that will make it fall through. I dont know how I am going to pay for it yet either but darn it I have to try. Thanks for listening to me ramble.
Hi Steph, When I read your post I just had to respond. You sound so much like me when I started this process. It is a wonderful, scary thing to think about. I just wanted you to know that for me all the things I dreamed of last year, have now started to come true. Best of luck on your journey. If I can help in any way please feel free to email me.
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