So down,,, waiting for approval

I just called Dr. Lalor  office and asked Chris if any news, and havent heard nothing on my insurance in which its united health, I been doin this since jan. 2011.. Ive prayed for the day I get the call, I get so down when I call the office and hear,, no news, but I keep counting my calories, and try to stay positive....
"Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible."