this is it

well this is it for me. tomorrow, tuesday at 6am, i'm going under the big knife. i'm so scared that i'm makeing the biggest mistake in my life. i now in my heart that down the road it will be all worth it, but right now i'm ready to call it off. all the horror storiesi've read  of what happens with people right after and a few weeks out from surgery.  it think it would be easier just to stay fat. at least i can enjoy my food for a while till i guess it kills me, but i can go with a smile on my face. well everyone take care, and i'll either chat tomorrow eveing if i get off the table or next week when i get home. bye 

Good luck, DO what YOUR doc tells you and SIP AND WALK and WALK and sip.
Robin

You are making a great decision and will do fine. You will also be able to eat good foods too, it just may take a while.

Just remember, it is never easy being fat

If you havent already done this, you might want to take your measurements...I never thought to take mine, and now after losing 220 pounds I would give anything to know how many inches I've lost...Good luck with the surgery...You will do just fine...