Update on me

Ok it has been such a long time sense I have been on here.. sorry about that. My computer died, I started online classes in Accounting and then my surgery was Aug 13th, 2007 :) I started this process weighing 272 lbs last May (06) lost about 20 before I had to do the  2 weeks of that wonderful Optifast. (actually it wasn't that bad) and day of surgery I weighed 232 so Doc was real happy about that. The first month I went down to 210 and on the 11th of this month I went into our local Wal-marts and put my butt on a scale (since i do not have one in the house) and I weighed 190 lbs. I haven't weighed this little sense high school and to top it all off this past weekend was our 20 year high school reunion. Im not sure how everyone else handles being "hit on" but I didn't handle it to well at all. I kept thinking, after all that I have been through and these people couldn't like me as I was and now they feel "attracted" to me,.. PLEASE. lol can i laugh..lol Anyhow, yes it did make me feel good, but it also angered me. My husband is trying to take this all in stride, his Bi-polar was triggered last week also, so everything just seemed to be piling up on me. I would love input on any of the things in this post.  My depression meds do not seem to be working all that well either.. :(( Chat with you all later. God bless all Paula Lap RNY 8/13/07 272/190/140

Congratulations on the weight loss. From my somewhat limited knowledge on the subject. Aren't depression meds all about keeping the bodies hormones in balance? And i've heard thier tricky to keep effective. Talk to your doctor, maybe your perscription needs adjusting?