Sorry its been a while :( but i have great news

Hello all.... I know it has been a very long time since i have been on approved for the wls a month ago and i was able to pay my part of it last week and i am scheduled for RNY on the 13th of August at 11am :) :) Im so happy.. i have lost a total of 39 lbs this past 7 months and i am going to go on the optifast diet 14 days prior to make sure everything is "ok" with the liver.. This is a time of trial for me because you know how you want something so bad you can almost grab a hold of it and then you lose it? Every morning i wake up and wonder if im really awake, is this really going to happen? Am I going to be "semi" healthy in less then a month???? I have a really good outlook (truly i do) im just wondering if its all so real, did anyone else feel like this, and if so what and how did you bring yourself out of it? I am still taking my anti depresants and they did up them a bit... is this one of those moments where im scared?? Did anyone else go through this?? Well i better get going, by the way how do you get an "Angel"? Talk to you all soon. God bless you all Paula

Paula Congratulations Thats great I wish you the best of luck

 

Thank you so much Michael.. God bless you Paula