Some bad news
Hi all,
I know it's been awhile sice I've been on. As most of you know the last I wrote was about that my mom was really sick and I had a date for March 12. Well I had to put off my surgery because my mom got really bad was intibated and care flighted her to Cleveland Clinic. she was intibated for just about two weeks. She past away on the 17th. She had an interstital lung disorder ( pulmanary fibroses, and pulmany hyper tension). She went into septic shock they coulnt find out where to fight it then her lungs filled with fluid. I was the hardest desition I had to make to let her go, she told me what she whated if anything like this happened it just so hard she was only 60. We just buried her yesturday My husband and I decided to bury our baby we just lost with her. There is alot I have to sort out legally now so it will be about a month or so till I should reschedule. I am still going to go for it though, just have to deal with so much didnt think I should go into this with all the stress and the morning for both my ma and my child. I have missed being on here it really has became part of my daily routine.
Linda
Linda, I am so sorry for your loss! I will be praying that you will find some comfort in your dicisions. I lost my Dad to a simple angioplasty, He to was 60 years old. Gosh my heart goes out to you I know how difficult losing your Mom must be on top of everything else. Hang in there and know that you can find some peace just knowing that you made a choice that was difficult ,but it is one that she wanted. God bless you through these difficult dicision making times.
Cherie
I am so sorry for the loss of your monther and your baby. I also delivered a son stillborn and do know the pain. I am praying for your strength and healing. I know you are tired of being strong and just want to collapse...so do it when you need to. Know that God holds you in the palm of His hand. hugs, Karen